Friday, November 7, 2008

Long overdue update!

Wow- hard to believe it has been over a month since my last update! Thanks to my hubby- Azahar- who reminded me to update.

However, it has been so long I am not sure really what to say. I have 15 days left until I am done with classes at JWU. Then I get to focus on nothing but student teaching, my students, and being a good teacher. For this- I CANT WAIT!

I get sad when I think that college is pretty much over. It is a bitter sweet feeling that I just tend to not think about. I will miss so much (and not miss just as much). With this also comes time for me to figure out WTF I am doing with my life... and well... I have no clue to be honest. Moving? Staying? Teaching? Something else? Who knows!

I think about this literally, at least 5x a day. Each time I think about it I never have an answer. When the time comes I will have the answer or know inside and I will sit tight until that day comes.

Its kind of funny. I am really getting used to this Mr. Judge thing. I, by accident, introduced myself to someone the other day 9an adult not at the high school) as Mr. Judge. i laughed so hard!

Recently I have been missing my friends who are all over the country. It feels good to know I have amazing friends that no matter how far away, keep in touch. However, not having my two strongest support systems (great friends and family) not around me can be rough at times. I just have to remember that they are out there, I am loved, I love them, and geography can not separate us.

I am going back to NY for thanksgiving to see my family. I am very excited! I have not made it back for most thanksgivings after moving. This, I regret - but it was mainly financial reasons.

Until my next update (which I promise will be sooner than later)

Peace, Love & Apple Pie-
Ryan